honestly i think , or i wish to believe that there is something called true love, just because of the fact thati have experienced it, its not romantic all the time, its not platonic, its just something that comes about between two people!
its like a friendship with the girl that you love, worry and care about, you get all these feelings at the same time and you're constantly indecisive about what to do , say, or how to even talk the person , its a feeling of a high, that nothing can come between the two of you.
idk how to explain it properly, im not good with these things, but when the day comes, somehow ill manage to get better at it hopefully!